I miss writing my blog, and so many times it seems as if time slips me by, and there are never enough moments in the day to do everything I want to do, or accomplish what I want, to feel "complete" so to speak.
My writing this blog is as much for me as it is for you, so even if I only give 5 minutes, and it is a quick blurt of consciousness, than I will feel somewhat satiated. I won't lie, I will never be fulfilled by that, but it will at least comfort me in knowing that I am making an effort outside of the norm of what is going on.
I had an amazing 2 days off.
Not much going on at all!!! Just knowing I had two consecutive days off, brought sheer joy to my face and to my ever so hungry soul that is vying for it's own time to come back to itself, to rejoice in it's own glory. You know, the mundane things that people call boring, that I call exquisite!!
Mundane is my middle name. I don't care what people think of me. Hay, I like taking out the damn trash. I like bathing my dogs. I like picking up deer leg bones that my dog prowled around for the night before. I like doing dishes, cleaning and making my house look pretty.
I mean, don't get me wrong. I've missed way to many movies in the past few years due to circumstances out of my control, and movies, you should know, ARE MY THING!!!
There are so many hours in the day, and I would like to think that I have or had made the most out of what my days are.
Most times I think they are boring, but when I revisit what has gone on in my head, I say to myself, "Holy Shit woman, you are so on to something", and then I go about my day in a knowing that I have plans. Plans for myself, plans for the world, and plans for anyone who is aboard this tiny ship of hope!
Life is truly amazing and there is so much to see, so much to experience, outside of ideas. Ideas of the norm. Ideas of how we should go about our trek in the world. Ideas period!!
It is not about following a certain someone. It is not about doing what we think is "right" in the world.
To me, it is about doing what feels whole, and pure, and using that as a tool to make this world a better place, no matter where you are, no matter what you are doing, and certainly, no matter what is going on in your world.
No one is perfect. If you have a vision......share it!!! Just because your credit may suck, or you are just exiting a horrible relationship....... or you have a bad history because of this or that, IT DOES NOT MATTER.
WHAT MATTERS IS YOUR HEART!
WHERE ARE YOU?
WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?
I do not care what your past is! Really..........why should it matter?
Every moment here is worth while. It really is!!
You are an important being to me.
There is a reason you are here............to me........at least.
Stretch your soul! Do what you think you cannot do, no matter what it is!!! Lose the weight, say you are sorry, run the marathon, stand up for yourself, be the being that you are meant to be!!!
What ever it is.............do it........with integrity.......with intention..................... do it with your whole being who screams to be heard for all of it's genuineness, in wanting to participate in life, and the workings of love.
You may not call it that, but that is what I have deemed it!
Risk everything for love. Risk everything for expression! True expression of the soul.
That is where I will meet you! To engage, or not engage! There is a full life in both of those realities.
I will meet you there!
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