No matter how you look at it, that one word is the thing that we will never, ever be able to avoid, and so no matter what the subject or title is............ we have got to move forward, push on, and make changes within those changes, to mold things back to a good place that feels good to us.
Sometimes change is a very good thing, just hidden and disguised, and sometimes change is happening when you really don't like it, and you just have to roll with the punches and try to see the gems behind it all.
Life is so utterly interesting. I sometimes wonder why people don't just sit back every once in a while and take it all in. There are so many levels of intrigue, no matter if things are in a good way or a bad way. The psychology of it all is wild, from one spectrum to another.
To look at things so up close and personal can be very intense, and yet somehow relieving too.
It's a weird combination, and the extreme feelings that can go along with being so open and vulnerable can take you for a little joy ride on the highway of Understanding.
Sometimes I wish my personality didn't want to know such depths in this life, or the meaning behind everything. To feel so deeply, to love so deeply, and to ask to be so open.
Change of any kind entails so much of that letting go and accepting. Accepting things that you cannot change, accepting situations that courage is called upon in the biggest of ways, (death, and divorce for example), all kinds of situations.
I want to be so fluid as to see the changes, and just walk forward boldly, and do whatever it is that is needed to be in that flow. It is almost a necessity, don't you think?
I mean, if you cannot change it, why fight it, right?
It is so hard to feel so fluid in uncertainty, yet I have been there before. It is so hard to feel safe, in change and uncertainty, and vulnerability. So hard to wrap strength around Truths, but have been there too, and know that there is always a way to get to some sort of comfort.
I think back to when I used to do regression therapy and we would go way back in time to when I was in my Mothers womb. You really can actually access that feeling, not as a dream, but as a real life reality, recalling the exact moments and time that you were feeling so safe and taken care of.
What an amazing feeling. Imagine living in a world where you actually felt THAT SAFE?
Is that even possible?
Wow!!
Change will definitely drum up a host of things to contemplate, and then some.
It is up to us to make sure we find the best ways to make us feel peaceful, safe, and strong.
We all have our own different ways.
Grab a hold of change, look at it, love it, and do whatever you can to find the beauty in it, and learn, learn learn from yourselves, your own thoughts, and why you have chosen those situations to begin with, OR if you don't have any control over the situation, see what the teaching is and let it be your strength. Embrace it fully.
That is where I am headed.
I'm right there with you.
As always,
Gabriela
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